Regrets

It has been a month and a half since the last time I wrote something in my blog. I am getting really lazy and enjoying it. I had a toxic reaction to the chemo that was given to me, so my feet were swollen for about 2 months. It was really bad but they are back to normal now. They gave me steroids twice a day until they went down. Now, my feet feel and look like I am 100 years old! They discontinued one of the chemo medicines and just had chemo last Thursday and to my amazement, I feel good for the first time in a long time. So, hopefully this chemo will work and my feet will stay normal.
I have been having, however, lots of regrets lately... Mainly, I regret quitting my job! I loved what I did at the agency and I miss every minute of it. I still go an volunteer my time once in a while but honestly, it is a little weird being there and not being in control like before. A lot of people tell me to just enjoy my time off but I have been working since I am 15 so, it is a little hard to get used to not doing anything. I am enjoying Oprah's last season and the Ellen Degeneres show!!! I also enrolled in a Quilting class, still at school once a week, cake classes, and helping out at Tony school! So, as you can see, I am bored! In a little I will need a vacation of being on vacation!